Jesus, I am almost confused by good news -- from my doctor's visit yesterday, it seems like the experimental treatment may be "taking."   It isn't a cure, but it might extend my time before having to face surgery and chemo therapy.   THANK YOU, LORD.   Still the unknowns of time and process (how will I die?  how fast will I die?) but that is always an unknown for most of us anyway.

How do I place my energies and my time.   I am still healing from the last surgery/ biopsy but I am getting stronger.   Tasha is still visiting and the family fun will be going on for another week.  Teach me how to enjoy the day and live in the moment.   I am not sure what to do about the science education work now, but it seems that I can type better too then I could a while ago.    Guide me during their reprieve in my walk towards that grave - but I know that it is now I little longer before I see you face to face.   Teach me what you want me to do; teacher me how to be in Your Will.